My Sanctuary

22 November 2009
11:33:00 PM

Hello there people.

I wonder how many of you still pass by my blog... well, I have much to blog about, but i'm too lazy to even do all of it... so i'll just talk about what i want to...

First up, school. I'm a bit disappointed that i didn't get the best science award... and a bit is an understatement. In fact, i'm furious that i didn't get anything at all. But that aside i think that maybe others who studied very hard deserve it more than me, who just sat in the exam room and did the questions by memory answers.

Second...well i really don't wanna type anything else past this point. i don't know why, i just don't. but i'll type anyway. Love sucks... it just comes to you and you feel so happy and then boom, when its gone you just feel suckier than you were before. Its like, everything is drained from you and you just want to find more love so that you can get it back. It sucks so badly... and i hate that i fall into its trap so easily.

Now onto music section. recently, my brother decided to pass on his newly acquired iphone to me and get a HTC because he doesn't like iphones, and doesn't download apps (GASP!) so that being the case i now have an iphone and earpieces to match. currently my considerably diverse enough for me amount of songs ammount to a grand total of... 38. with at least 28 of those being lady gaga/rihanna. New favourite song? 'Hate that I love you' by Rihanna...

Sometimes i just feel like asking my crush to visit this page, just so that i can show that person how much i feel... In fact, i'd rather talk normally on my blog... but i'm not risking my personal stuff on the net. Love really is like a drug, just get a little and you want so much more.

Well i think i should be right about done with what i wanna say, but as an add-on, yesterday, i went kite-flying with my friends at marina barrage, very fun, and a recent discovery that my fear of heights extends to putting myself in the kites..."shoes" and thus being afraid.

Bye-byes to the several people who view this i suppose.
~Zexidon~the~love~addict~

Let our hearts stay together
Forever in darkness

04 October 2009
10:07:00 PM

Today, there is only one purpose for my to post a...post...(ever wonder why the verb and noun is the same?)

I dedicate this lyrics-added-by-fans song from FFIX (FF9 for you non-roman-numeral readers) to my friends who have been with me through thick and thin, as I have for them. The original song is instrumental. And the song title is You're not Alone. (original/fan-cover)

Lost in darkest blue
Endless labyrinths weaving through
Will you stagger on,
with no star to light your way?
Share with me your tears
All your troubles and deepest fears
I remember when
you chased all my shadows away

Won't you take my hand? Come away with me from this land
Let me give to you
all that you have given to me
Fly horizon bound
Find the moon behind darkening clouds
Even far apart,
know our souls together will be

When the storm draws nigh
Dreams will shatter before your eyes
Know that you're not alone
When the battle starts
I will comfort your restless heart
You'll know that you are home

When your stars stop shining
Endless vines around you winding
Know that you're not alone
I will give my all
So your tears will no longer fall
Down, down on sorrow's stone

Look into my eyes
All eternity you will find
In this fragile heart,
know that you will always belong
Shout into the night
Show the darkness that you will fight
Hopeless you may feel,
but inside I know you are strong

Keep me in your heart
So we'll never be far apart
Let the bonds of love
break these chains imprisoning you
Always you will find
Shadows lingering close behind
Lift your spirits now,
We shall be together soon

When the storm draws nigh
Dreams will shatter before your eyes
Know that you're not alone
When the battle starts
I will comfort your restless heart
You'll know that you are home

When your stars stop shining
Endless vines around you winding
Know that you're not alone
I will give my all
So your tears will no longer fall
Down, down on sorrow's stone

And for my friends, the song bonds us together, as do other things. =). No one will be alone.

Zexidon|the|Web|of|Friendship

Let our hearts stay together
Forever in darkness

23 September 2009
10:31:00 PM

As of this post, I shall hit my 20th entry! *hooray*

Someone tie me up and torture me or something, I've been so mean to not blog. Lol. Oh, first off, I'd like to share with the little bit of world that comes across this pathetic sad blog this website. www.mylifeisg.com . visit it, when you feel down, it'll make you feel happy.

And...like it says in fine print at the top of my blog somewhere, there shall be no lies and fears on this blog. So I shall talk of my dream world.

I dream where there is peace, no arguments. No lies, no fights, no back-stabbing. Where my soulmate is, waiting for me, arms spread right out. We take our journey together to the bravest of adventures, we climb mountains, we face jungles, we sail the seas. And through it all remains the passion we share, the desire for each other. No more fears between us, no more lies than break us. The storms clear and the stars shine, glitter around us.

Yes, I made that as poetic as i could. Just because I wanted to. Tag me if you think its good or give constructive criticism, (to the few people who actually read this). And to the rest of the world, goodnight!

~Zexidon the Shining Star~

Let our hearts stay together
Forever in darkness

04 August 2009
10:58:00 PM

And again I have eluded the fate of blogging for many a day.

Hello people, today i shall talk about. Nothing. Thats right, nothing. Because nothingness is something, therefore nothing is nothing and nothing is something. Nothingness is really somethingness because nothing is a noun, and if it has a name, it should therefore be an object or area. So next time someone tells you you're worth nothing, it really means that you're worth something.

Next I shall talk about...something...i don't know what. Oh Oh! Emptiness!!! Emptiness does not really mean empty, for if empty thoughts fill your head, that means it has a volume, and anything with volume is full, therefore empty cannot be empty but empty is full, because if a cup was empty, it is full of empty, therefore it is full. =P.

Another thing i'd like to talk about is prejudism, like being prejudiced against another race and discriminating them, or people who are homosexual (yes i support gay/les rights) or people who have deformities at birth. But these people are really deformed, they're just given special priviledges at birth or during their existence, so deformed really is quite insulting at times. So, prejudism has caused alot of the world's problems, like civil wars, the holocaust, and something other events i do not know of. But yes, the mysteries of this feeling against other people is explained by me like this. We only seperate ourselves from others simply because of majorital numbers. Like 'normal people'. There are many many many many many many humans that do not have special priviledges, therefore making undeformed people 'normal' but maybe they aren't, maybe the ones who are 'deformed' are normal, and we aren't. And homosexually, maybe they think that we're wierd. Look around your life, there could be many of them right now, but they're behaving 'normally'. Does what they are simply affect that impression they built over a long time? Profiling people is a very hurtful thing to do, and i think that maybe if we accept what is considered not normal, the world would be a really, REALLY, better place. People are all the same, but its our perspective that sets us apart.

Cheers!
~Zexidon|the|Combiner~

Let our hearts stay together
Forever in darkness

22 July 2009
9:26:00 PM

Meh, late blogging, blogging about stuff from tuesday.

Ehs, I took clarice and nicole out to holland V as a friend bonding time treat. Let me tell you to consider doing that unless of course u have at least $21.40 excluding cash for transport, including your own food. Haagen Daas Ice cream (did i spell that correctly?) is FREAKING EXPENSIVE! $5.50 per scoop!?!?!?! wtf!!! Well anyways, it was fun, and well nothing else really happened.

But i gots me some subway. some really, really good subway.

Okies! Buh-bye!
~Zexidon the Magician~

Let our hearts stay together
Forever in darkness

18 July 2009
12:41:00 AM

Wow. I had my first archery competition today =)

Im happy with my score, and my ranking for that fact. 10th place. 10th place after 6 months of training and my first competition. Its good. Very good. Other than the competition the rest of the day was quite boring. Oh wells =).

Buh-bye~
~Zexidon the Mirror~

Let our hearts stay together
Forever in darkness

14 July 2009
10:16:00 PM

Snow...Fluff...And everyday stuff.

Today i am annoyed. Why? Coz my physics experiment didn't work out well. =( Now i'll never see myself in the newspapers...not that i read them anyway. So, blogging is one of my new very irregular ways to pass time, I won't do this often though. Again. Like last time.

I also bought tape! In school...Tape! its like, transparent and its sticky...like glue...but its Tape!

I don't know why but me and ezann had a crazy idea of setting up a blogshop and sell marshmallow cookies. Yum. I hope. I had a crave to eat marshmallows and cookies at the same time, then i thought, hey, why don't i mix them together. We have yet to set up the blog or shop...or any other real plan for that matter.

Also, from now on I shall end my posts with a different name, its still Zexidon, but its not gonna be 'the Sage' anymore.

Buh-byes!
~Zexidon the Wings-of-hope~

Let our hearts stay together
Forever in darkness

13 July 2009
10:55:00 PM

I gave my blog a redecoration...and i LOVE it.

OK, note that for this text colour which i had no idea how to change should be highlighted by clicking and dragging in order for proper viewing. If you can't read this you obviously didn't see the instructions, which is my fault. Next off, i didn't put stuff in the Stats section because mainly i think that only my close friends will regularly check to see if i posted anything. Finally, it took me one hour to edit this skin to my favour, increasing text size, adding stuff in, changing the names of some of the things. If you think this sucks, too bad.

So, the picture reminds me of Kingdom Hearts, the game that me and my brother like to play. Japan is releasing the newest games in the series, one of which i want most (358/2 days) because i get to play as my favourite character! Zexion!!!! (yes yes my self-given nickname is a rip-off from it, just add a d =D).
And next to my friends, don't you just love my blogskin =)(ego!!!)

Cheeries!~
Zexidon~the~rip-off-sage~

Let our hearts stay together
Forever in darkness

12 June 2009
1:09:00 AM

Woo!, my computer got killed.

Okay maybe not killed. The display driver got messed up...apparently its "faulty"...so they had to change my motherboard. Oh well. In more recent news, i went out today. And it was fun. A quick recap of what i did in timeline form.

9.10 a.m. - woke up
11.50 a.m. - left house for MRT
11.30 a.m. - met up with ezann
11.50 a.m. - bought movie tickets (monsters vs aliens)
12.00 p.m. - had subway for lunch :D
12.30 p.m. - went around looking at stuff and contemplating whether or not to buy them.
1.50 p.m. - went to pet shop to look at the adorable puppies!!! =3
2.15 p.m. - went to theatre with popcorn and drinks in hand. Sat down and waited for it to start.
2.20 p.m. - saw really funny advertisements, waiting for movie to start.
2.45 p.m. - waiing...still waiting...
2.46 p.m. - movie started.
4.00 p.m. - went to do more shopping, went to toys 'r' us.
4.36 p.m. - bought seemingly fun microscope slides to use at home and Beados art to play with my sister when she gets back from camp.
4.45 p.m. - went home by mrt with ezann tagging along.
5.06 p.m. - playing with microscope and other odd toys in my room.
7.00 p.m. - had dinner, very nice dinner.
7.59 p.m. - brought ezann to mrt station to go home.
8.10 p.m. - end of really fun day, boredom kicked in at 8.30

So from the above, it was a really nice day. In other news i got lost for one hour.looking for Somerset the other day, i got lost 50m away from the station >_>. Then on another day i managed to get the right mrt track and all that...and ended up getting lost after alighting the train when attempting to arrive at archery. Woops...
Have a Happy Holiday (HaHH)!!!!!

~Zexidon The Sage~

Let our hearts stay together
Forever in darkness

04 June 2009
12:39:00 AM

Wow I really have a problem don't I, at least a few weeks of not blogging.

Long holiday ahead. No, i won't blog more often, just means i get bored more...actually that might mean i would blog more *shrug*. Well my brother went to africa on Monday. Maybe he'll bring me a plush lion cub =3. Cute. I've seen my grades. Quite ok. On a sidenote i like cookies.

I think it is time to bring attention to something that is of major importance. We should all turn our attention to the decrease of bats. No not in Singapore. In uh...uhm...i can't remember. I think it was the USA. the bats are dying from a mysterious illness (oooooo*scary sounds*). A symptom of which includes white fungus growing on the bat's nose - thus the term white-nose Syndrome (WNS). I think that the bats are a helpful part in our enviroment so we should all try to help them.

On another sidenote i wish i were a bubble. We'd be able to float around and pop...although that wouldn't be good for us XP. Also, I seem to have noticed that my younger sister has had more calls from her friends in this year than i've had in my entire life...probably...thats bad. And to al those good people out there (yes my friends, that means you) i wish you all a happy holiday and hope that the singapore heat will not throw you off your holiday (or summer heat if you're foreign). Happy Holidays!

~Zexidon the Sage~

Let our hearts stay together
Forever in darkness